@adritait01 you have to use the grid as your pattern. If you google "how to follow a grid pattern crochet", you'll find many instructions how to do it.
@LexieFN Thank you !! I'll probably add a dowel tu make it a wall hanging ☺️ I'm so glad the gradient went so well because I realised in the middle of it I wouldn't have enough pink to finish it as I had to improvise and turn it to grey hahaha Your pattern is amazing btw ❤️